Why Now?
I alway ask myself the question Why now? The reason for this is it always seems that when things start to become difficult other things pop to add to the challenge. For instance recently my son accidentally while shooting his spring loaded BB gun happen to hit our neighbors window and of course you know what happens to a window when it gets hit. Yup shattered. Later that day I was presented with another large unexpected bill and then that night I was told some saddening news regarding a family member and an illness. As I was going to sleep I looked up and asked WHY NOW?
The truth is I don’t know why now. I don’t know why these things are even happening and frankly I do me best for it to not drive me crazy. I don’t always win in that area. Here is what I do know and that I must remind myself; I have a BIG GOD and if I pray and ask for help God always sends back up. HE always delivers and no matter what I am going through or what I am dealing with if I ask and pray for help someone is going to come along and help me somehow.
Just know you are not alone in your WHY NOW? but you have help available if you ask for it.
